Down with serious flu. And my head is freaking shaking like drunk. Did nth at all todae. slacked at hm doin nth but blog hopping =.= praying hard to get well soon =(

yayieee. new skin. credits to kexin. LURBBBEE you la. haha! this few weeks wassnt in the mood to blog. too many things happen, dont feel like talking abt it, last tues went csc, jason is soo OMFGWTFHOLYSHIT. XIAO JING TENG POSSESSED!!!! hahahs. and i juz went csc again todae, singing session almost every tues =.=

and PDA IS DRIVING MI CRAZY, my pjt to be done in 2 sessions


















im off. update soon =)

went csc and sang nt more than 5 songs. Have been moody for dunno wha #^$! reason, sang ard 5 songs and i went toplay pool with the pros. Well, lose to them w/o saying. And why is everyone ard mi attached? I so want to let go of the past alr.

In a dilerium for themoment.

the eye chooses what it wants to see.

the heart chooses what to keep.

maybe its time i really put u down and treat u like my best fren? I shall try k. I make no promises. But i hope tht shall be the last time im saying all those things to you. =/ thx for giving mi those wonderful memories. =) It shall be kept in my heart always.


My heart still hurts alot =(

Im feeling down these 2 days. IDK why. I've haven been sleeping well these nights. And i dont know why my heart is missing you so dearly. And i finally understand tht msg u sent mi last time.

I woke up with a pain in my heart, i dont jnow where it came from, until my mind reminded mi that its the pain of missing you.


Im going through this every morning, and every night. its always you that i thought of, the first thing in the morning and the last thing before i slp at night. During classes, i dont know why my mind would have come to a pic of mi and u holding onto each other hands.

Even till now, you still hold the largest space in my heart. nobody can replace you. All i want is you. Nobody else. Im always trying hard to forget these, but i just cant help it. In many occasions, i almost called u B. But somthing held mi back. Im still nt used to calling ur name. Its so weird.




PS : SO NEAR YET SO FAR

i cant do long posts. sry dudes. will keep it a short one. Nth much in my life. haven been blogging much lately.Went urban last sat and was a nota bad day.

Haven been sleeping well lately. issit the reason why imu? i keep thinking of u everynight. And how i tried to hope and hope tht u were juz beside mi hugging mi to slp. I didnt cherish u. I didnt take note of the small smal details tht were actualli huge enough to ruin these r/s. I juz nid another chance. I will change for u. Im willing to change myself.




P.S : ILU

backieee.... Theese few days was working. last week work for sgpools, stc. Macaim i veri gambler lidat. All jobs are associate with gamblin. LOL.


Fri was nice woking. We finally were back to who we are last time. It juz feels like the same old mi & u who juz knw. (Though we know veri long liao) Im glad tht we were what we used to be. Im super happy. Nth can describe this feeling =D.


Sat was work with ben at vivo, for sg pools connect. Nth much. stand for long hrs. At night met PAtrick went over to chevrons. Rudy's b'dae. (WA SI LIN LAO BEI) hahahas. Sing till 11 plus. I can sing HEI SE YOU MO sia. nice or not ppl comment on tagboard k. lols.

tues was shopping with xy. Spent 200 odd tht dae. lol. but im satisfied. =) its worth it. Shall blog again. IDK how to post long long sia. CHIAO