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Ok, I cut my last pinkie yst, how stupid. and to prove tht my knife was realli sharp, aft 1 slice, poof! nail gone! These pics may look eeeewwww to u, but it happens to mi. GOD DAMN IT! i don feel any pain at first, i onli see my nail on the chopping board, and the next thing i know, my blood like free. My shoes are all soaked in blood, and dad ask mi to go home with onli a tissue paper wrappng ard it, aft 5 mins, my hand goes numb, and no ciggs. CCB. so went minimart buy ciggs and the auntie scream like nv see b4. =.= onli tissue paper turn red nia. faster go home, light cigg and start bandaging. =.=

HERE U GO, THE PICS SAYS IT ALL.

And this aftn, i had a realli bad dream, idk why. its as if i experienced the whole thing 9 mths ago again. I have alr dropped things down by my stride. FORGET EVERYTHING? Unless i have amnesia, somethings cant be forgotten no matter what. Be it the best memories or the worst memories. I dont realli wan to say everything here. Its not being fair toanyone, and i don think its appropriate as well. Its ok if we cant even be friends. Its ok even if msn are totally useless. Its ok if smses or calles are nv made. But i still regard u as a friend. Even though these things happen, i know, there must be a reason, for the better or not, idk. Anyway, both of u have my blessings, Take care. =) BE BACK AGAIN SOON~

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okay. i think i gonna be a compulsive gambler liao. Everything also wan to gamble. Bad habit sia. Really hope next time i don gamble my assets,family and life away. touch wood* Gonna go gentle on gambling liao. Tho i won $140 from mj on thurs with ray,yang,hao. Jitao zimo 5 tai 3 times and dunno how mani 5 tai. Freaking lucky. Wan wht card come what card. lols.


ok. Bowling todae was okok. and if u all ever wonder how i bowl, here is one.

Avg onli, now im goin soft on my bowling also. Old liao. cannot giao too much. Not much pin 10 todae. lost money. Sad. May everything soonsoon lili ok. lols. update soon. CHIAO~

EM3A was a killer paper, and when i tot i know how to do most of the qns, some of them tht im confident in, turned out to be wrong.


WTFZOMGWTHTH. felt so emo for awhile, and im freaking tired 2 more days to Freedom. And im nt feeling hols, tho i wan to chiong my business liao. Cash is tight on hand. No money = no singing, no burberry messenger bag, no porter waist pouch =( damn emo.





Nothing is impossible, impossible is nothing, possible is everything. BINGO! tada. =.=

OK. Now its time to write out everything i have in mind, and i make sure i complete these tasks.

1st: Study Study Study for upcoming exams, no more slacking.



2nd : Save up money for rainy days, and i realli mean save! 1 week spend onli 70 if possible.



3rd: Goin into eumora soap now, so hopefully, this lil business will be successful.



4th: Train up for a kong body, NO MORE FLABBY FATS ON MY BODY!





I shall stick to these 4 stuff first before i do others. No more label shopping for mi. FOR THE TIME BEING =/ HAHAS.




And i dunno why u still came across my mind sometimes. I have already let go everything. I know its hard for us to talk again like normal friends. Well, maybe thts what u want. IDK. Hope u are doing fine. Take care peeps. =)

And finally aft the long long wait. This is what im waiting for! hehehe

Went DFS to buy this and was hesitating when the price was 480 at first. The 390 one was sold out. So another 70 more. And i found a lil dent mark on this belt, and it was the last piece. hahas. suay. so asked whether there was a discount. Indeed aft the sales girl ask her manager, i got a 10% discount. So i juz buy nia. hahas.

Went bowling afterwards and gt totally no feel. No pin 10, and i giao the ball until my arm hurts like hell. Aft tht went to joe's temple and pray awhile bai nian awhile, la liang, and went to his hse for mj. Not a very nice day i had. But the thought of the belt makes mi happy =D

ok its been ages since i update. I don have much readers also. hahas. its ok. nth much in my life, Cny this year is juz sooo sooo bored. No feel for cny lidat. Was at chalet on new year's eve and gambles like nobody business.


Played $1,$2 mj and i won life 80 bucks. Blink Blink, at night played blackjack and won $40. Blink Blink, next dae play mj, won another $20 and $40. Blink Blink. Played blackjack with the lil kids and uncle. The first time i bet so high in my life. $50 per bet. I also dunno what im doin.


Won $100++ at first. And here comes the best part. I lost everything in a single bet. Uncle got Double aces and blackjack subsequently. All gone. BLINK BLINK BLINK. What a new yr.



Yst went Stc to work, there wasnt much ang bao also. Lost a few bets on horses initially. And when it was race 10, i was so lucky to have served a green tea to a guest and i overheard tht her horse was racing, so 6 bets on WIN for her horse. Shared the bet with chester and BINGO! It came in first. hahahahas. all came back. recoup abit. and here is the ticket.





Hehehe. loves man. hahahas. Ended work and went to catch a movie with jy, mel, joe and my sis. Ink heart wasnt tht bad, i was juz sooo tired tht i dozed off a few times thru out the movie. Nice movie i would recommend. i rate it 3.5/5 . Aft tht went to have a lil supper and off i go to my sista hse. mj all the way till 6 in the morning, SHAGGED. What a cny i have. the most boring new yr i ever had. No feel for cny at all. Ogay. Im off to some movie now. CHIAO~

like wtf did i do again? all these while i treated u as a fren, and now u sae we are thru. tell mi u are joking. i juz seriously don understand why are u doing all these. If i were to not treat u as a fren, do u think i fcuking bother to sms u last night. All the LL replies. I was staring at the com trying to think what can i reply, so as not to start another quarrel.

Everytime we talk, there will always be an unhappy ending. Here i am trying hard to salvage the whole thing, and in the end, everything was left a debris. Nothing i explain can save back anything. Think whatever u wan to think. Its juz all excuses from mi