Its been a mth ever since i update my blog. Don have the vibe to update also. Alot of things happen in a mth. Friends were everywhr. And somehow i feel tht history is repeatng itself again now.

Im feeling what i felt a year ago. The feeligs were exactly the same. It may no be long ever since i know you. But its as if i know you for a long time. It was diff other girls teat mi like you do. The thing abt you is that u are so special, unique till i cant tell wats so distinctive about you. You stnd out fro the crowd. And i could recognise you amongst the huge crowd.You said you werent pretty, but in fact, i find you pretty in a way that is so different from others.

Lets hope what im thinking now is good, and i dowan history to repeat itself again, im goin 20. old enough to not play a fool in my life. Im missing you. =(

Why? Why others can love so happily and so comfortable, but mi? Its so hard for mi. So painful, so hurtful. It was my fault to step in, but this step in will nv reverse and make mi veri hard to step out again Genting was a nice trip, definitely with you. The 4 days was so totally memorable. =) and if u are reading this, THANKS FOR THE COMPANY~

Im so so lazy to post pics up here as i haven gt any of them yet. And *** i've fallen too deep liao. Whatever im doing, anytime, you are always on my mind. Its as if you are alr part of my life. I didnt wan to expect much. Just hope thtat u can spend more time with mi onli. This sure is messy. I know. But i can onli sae tht ILU. Nth else. bye

A cup of hot coffee, a book of new york times #1 seller (Twilight) and som oldies played on my speaker definitely makes the night wonderful =)

OK IM SUPER HUNGRY NOW~~~~ Don relli wan to do anything abt it. And im starting to feel real fat. And imean it. No more late supper maggie mees. No more slacking ard nuaing at hm. Im so gonna hit the gym like 3-4 times a week, take my duromine supply from my pharmacy,and did i mention tht i gt the prescribtion by the doc like finally. Aft much talking cock to him. =D ok. resolution done! 10kg within 2 mths.

my protein supplyment will have to wait awhile more. And im still thinking whether to buy the fat burning pills from tsw and eat it tgt with duromine. I shall put my heart into these. And last but not least. Premium will be my target for this mth. *9 more to go! all the best la. I know i can do it =x

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Ok, I cut my last pinkie yst, how stupid. and to prove tht my knife was realli sharp, aft 1 slice, poof! nail gone! These pics may look eeeewwww to u, but it happens to mi. GOD DAMN IT! i don feel any pain at first, i onli see my nail on the chopping board, and the next thing i know, my blood like free. My shoes are all soaked in blood, and dad ask mi to go home with onli a tissue paper wrappng ard it, aft 5 mins, my hand goes numb, and no ciggs. CCB. so went minimart buy ciggs and the auntie scream like nv see b4. =.= onli tissue paper turn red nia. faster go home, light cigg and start bandaging. =.=

HERE U GO, THE PICS SAYS IT ALL.

And this aftn, i had a realli bad dream, idk why. its as if i experienced the whole thing 9 mths ago again. I have alr dropped things down by my stride. FORGET EVERYTHING? Unless i have amnesia, somethings cant be forgotten no matter what. Be it the best memories or the worst memories. I dont realli wan to say everything here. Its not being fair toanyone, and i don think its appropriate as well. Its ok if we cant even be friends. Its ok even if msn are totally useless. Its ok if smses or calles are nv made. But i still regard u as a friend. Even though these things happen, i know, there must be a reason, for the better or not, idk. Anyway, both of u have my blessings, Take care. =) BE BACK AGAIN SOON~

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okay. i think i gonna be a compulsive gambler liao. Everything also wan to gamble. Bad habit sia. Really hope next time i don gamble my assets,family and life away. touch wood* Gonna go gentle on gambling liao. Tho i won $140 from mj on thurs with ray,yang,hao. Jitao zimo 5 tai 3 times and dunno how mani 5 tai. Freaking lucky. Wan wht card come what card. lols.


ok. Bowling todae was okok. and if u all ever wonder how i bowl, here is one.

Avg onli, now im goin soft on my bowling also. Old liao. cannot giao too much. Not much pin 10 todae. lost money. Sad. May everything soonsoon lili ok. lols. update soon. CHIAO~

EM3A was a killer paper, and when i tot i know how to do most of the qns, some of them tht im confident in, turned out to be wrong.


WTFZOMGWTHTH. felt so emo for awhile, and im freaking tired 2 more days to Freedom. And im nt feeling hols, tho i wan to chiong my business liao. Cash is tight on hand. No money = no singing, no burberry messenger bag, no porter waist pouch =( damn emo.





Nothing is impossible, impossible is nothing, possible is everything. BINGO! tada. =.=