Ok. time to blog. have been lazy to update. well. this week nth much. was a relatively fun week. thurs skate as normal, went makan and went hm. I have been donating funds to comfort recently. Almost everydae like a donate to them lidat. fri went to work. was alright. I dunno why tht feeling still comes to mi. I know u have forgotten mi long ago. sometimes i juz will think back of the times. i know im a lousy guy. aft like 2 mths and i cant forget. sometimes i ask myself. Issit possible if i woo u back? Can i? Will we last again? My thoughts are running wild these few days. Even pat know. (tru counting cards). I know somethings tht i don wanna know. But thts life.


Anw, back to sat. went sentosa with friends. I tot i was the latest. took cab thr. onli 4 person reach. jm and xan haven even reach. So went to arcade slack and play game. Aft tht is sentosa! The sun nt realli big till we sian. ard 4 plus. Went to buy cup noodles den sun big big.. =.= fated nt for mi to tan. Aft tht pat count cards. Everyone has their own probs. My mind is juz in a whirl now. idk why. I cant juz seem to control what i think. Aft sentosa was dinner. It was okok onli. Didnt wan to eat till too full. And aft eating went to vivo slack. We saw someone unexpected. Haha. Another scandal in our skate club. tsk. Emo one corner and we started playing true or dare. Xan got the last one. And we make him do something funny. lazy to sae la. hahas. aft tht cab home again. tht dae burnt a big hole in my pockt. But im rich right pat =/


Sundae was fine work till du lan. BUT play mj with sista and won ard 50. plus i gt my long long finally wanna watch de movie. WANTED!. hahas. Movie marathon last night.

Todae is the dae la. went alumni and sing. shu wen joined us. I was so so damn shock tht shu wen voice was ZOMG!!! power. hahas Enjoyed singing. although abit pricey. Once in a while can la. Nvm im rich!!! lols. asked pat to count cards for mi again. Although i wanna noe somethings, he told mi another one instead. Which i was so not prepared. Theres 2 stuff. I duno whether to happy or sad for the latter of the formation of the cards. Maybe i can juz give u my blessings again. Which i hope he treats u well. thts all.

ok. ttu. (time to update) this few days kinda bored. starting frm sundae. was suppose to go over to sista hse to play mj. but she veri veri veri sick. so no choice. cancel. 2 weeks nv mj. And my hands are starting to itch badly. pls. this sundae. Mj ok? Haha. Faster ask ur boss la sis. sat i let u all off patoh. lol.


Anw mondae was alright. Ended my jap lesson at 2 plus which is so damn freaggin early. So went over to Myspace to look for shu wen. Aft tht was suppose to go market celebrate b'dae for ben, with shu wen and gang. In the end, i change my mind and i went to watch movie with pat and amanda, jy tag along. Stupid pat. took fuggin long and we waited like more than 40 mins at the bustop. went to watch the 9.30 "The Dark Knight". It was like 2.5 hr long. sit till my butt numb.The movie was alright. and amanda who is sitting beside mi keep covering her mouth for dunno what reason. haha. By the time we finish watching the movie, it was like 12 plus. tht girl was so lucky to have caught her bus home. Well mi, jy and pat went to took a bus to bouna vista. And we took a cab home. =.=


Todae was alright. went fir the gym and waited for my dearest cousin till he ps and sae dowan to go. singing at halo bar and i drank 2 glasses of drink. Gin tonic. Aft tht baileys. Baileys was nice. i guess when i go macau i would buy a bot home. well thts all.


chiao

ok its ttb ( time to blog ) lame. ok long time nv update alr. lazy la. And someone keep asking mi to update. ps.(although she asked mi to update on wed) well its fri night anw. i shall start on last sat,sun. was working at stc(singapore turf club) for the singapore derby event, and i worked like a dog. although my job was juz to stay in the bar. I helped some of my collegues do something. like replenish the food blah blah. i swear the guests thr were as if relaease frm hell. LIKE HUNGRY GHOST!

ok enough of tht. next was mondae. As usual jap lesson. Which i flunk. I was confident enough to do the test. but still i failed. !@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@ nvm. aft jap lesson we went to Halo bar. with pat joe and jy. we went in and ordered a bottle of Chivas. it was 150++ and in the end we gt everything at 140 nett. I am a member. Thts y 10% discount. and we sang alot. Joe emo and gt drunk. This is the 1st time i see him drunk, and i heard tht he can hold his liquor quite well. So it a surprise to mi. one of the pics tht i took.

Tues was boring, esp PCN class. so mi aico, eileen, natalie, nicole left the class and play board game. SNORTAL. if im nt wrong. we are to make the animals sound tht the person started. Its damn stupid. esp natalie. ouuuhhhhhhhh. We were laughing so loud tht other table gt irritated. But its juz too funny we cant control.

one of the pic we took.

wed was boring. skip. thurs went for skating as usual. and we left early like 8 plus. went to a mini hk cafe type to eat dinner. I can sae its quite cheap and the food thr is nt bad. Its juz beside al-azhar. So guys, can try the food thr next time.

fri, which is todae. went for lesson as usual, and i skiped emd. Just to go enrol in BBDC, and the things are super messy. as in the briefing. but who cares. cab to and fro this week. almost everydae cab. i spend a bomb on cab alr sia. anw SISTER, was kind enough to wait for mi tru the briefing. thx ar. if nt i realli blur like cock lidat. we shall pass BTT tgt. LOL. hahas. Just fin skating and amanda fell. her chin was bleeding non-stop. i was kind enough to take serviets and iced water to stop her bleeding. BUT it still bleeds. DAMN. nvm. im homed anw. bye guys. shall update my blog when i gt time again. hehes.

chiao

ok. its early in the morning. Juz woke up and i msg-ed her. yea she is sick. i know. frm mondae i alr know smth is wrong. how i wish i could stay beside her and take care of her needs, even though she's nt mine anymore. sometimes i juz wished to go back to the life whr we were tgt. talking sweet nothings and the feeling is just so nice.


I shall pray hard tht her bf treats her well and take are of her when she is sick or when she needs to. thts all i wan. For her to stay healthy always and cheerful. I pray for you.

bye

Like super sian now can. in pcn class, teacher teaching i doin nth. so decide to update.

Anw nth much yst gt jap test/ quiz. Not tht bad, at least i know smth, and the class was effing cold. super sian. slack througout the whole dae at hm do nth and maple.

Shld nbe goin to the gym with zik ltr. And with my Dear Dear tml. =.= thts wad he call mi. nbccb !@#$%^&*)(*&^%

One of the pics taken last yr in dec. WILL TRY TO BE KONG AR!

nothing much, was mapling on sat and sudenly my dad ask mi to go pick durians =.= like aft 3 yrs i didnt go in alr sia. so went in twith him to the forest near the highway. And i notice tht singaporeans realli like to eat durians, and they dowan to buy. Go inside pick. =.= wth. anw we went in and i picked 3-4? cant remember. juz hear the durians drop den run thr. like so mani ppl inside. u will be shocked. the forest is like so ulu. and when u lift ur head up, u at least see 100 durians aboove u, as if going to drop anytime. went in for like 2 hrs, and we went out panting,. Imagine 20 durians on ur back and walking ur way out. Fruitful trip i can sae, and i earned 8 mosquito bites. BASKET!



sunday, router spoil. no internet for an afternoon. although i tab ppl connection awhile. ask my sis's bf come. lol sam ar. thx bought a router at 99. an average one la. den aft the come back fix. and went over to her hse maple. =.= up 7 lvls there. like maple life is now zak-ing, ah ma-ing and clocking away la. i can solo papu sia. lol. 10 mins. shiok! aft tht mahjong awhile. 1 pok took us ard 3 hrs. wth sia. diao zeng until =.= although i did win like 30+ till west. i didnt like game lo. all 5 tai 4 tai. zzz end up lose a few bucks. so u can imagine how mani times they diao zeng and gao. aft mahjong ms again. zak zak zak. ah ma ah ma ah ma. hahahas 300m in my acc. still goin. all the best to my jap test ltr =)

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There's always something different going wrong The path I walk's in the wrong direction There's always someone fucking hanging on Can anybody help me make things better?

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The moments died, I hear no screaming The visions left inside me are slowly fading Would she hear me if I calls her name? Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong The path I walk's in the wrong direction There's always someone fucking hanging on Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall They crash around me Her conscience calls the guilty to come home Your tears don't fall They crash around me Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

Oh! Yeah!

This battered room I've seen before The broken bones they heal no more, no more With my last breath I'm choking Will this ever end I'm hoping My world is over one more time

Lets go Would she hear me if i calls her name? Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something to be going wrong The path I walk's in the wrong direction There's always someone fucking hanging on Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall They crash around me Her conscience calls the guilty to come home Your tears don't fall [tears don't fall] They crash around me Her conscience calls the guilty to come Back!

Your tears dont fall they crash around me Her conscience calls the guilty to come home.