Down with serious flu. And my head is freaking shaking like drunk. Did nth at all todae. slacked at hm doin nth but blog hopping =.= praying hard to get well soon =(

yayieee. new skin. credits to kexin. LURBBBEE you la. haha! this few weeks wassnt in the mood to blog. too many things happen, dont feel like talking abt it, last tues went csc, jason is soo OMFGWTFHOLYSHIT. XIAO JING TENG POSSESSED!!!! hahahs. and i juz went csc again todae, singing session almost every tues =.=

and PDA IS DRIVING MI CRAZY, my pjt to be done in 2 sessions


















im off. update soon =)

went csc and sang nt more than 5 songs. Have been moody for dunno wha #^$! reason, sang ard 5 songs and i went toplay pool with the pros. Well, lose to them w/o saying. And why is everyone ard mi attached? I so want to let go of the past alr.

In a dilerium for themoment.

the eye chooses what it wants to see.

the heart chooses what to keep.

maybe its time i really put u down and treat u like my best fren? I shall try k. I make no promises. But i hope tht shall be the last time im saying all those things to you. =/ thx for giving mi those wonderful memories. =) It shall be kept in my heart always.


My heart still hurts alot =(

Im feeling down these 2 days. IDK why. I've haven been sleeping well these nights. And i dont know why my heart is missing you so dearly. And i finally understand tht msg u sent mi last time.

I woke up with a pain in my heart, i dont jnow where it came from, until my mind reminded mi that its the pain of missing you.


Im going through this every morning, and every night. its always you that i thought of, the first thing in the morning and the last thing before i slp at night. During classes, i dont know why my mind would have come to a pic of mi and u holding onto each other hands.

Even till now, you still hold the largest space in my heart. nobody can replace you. All i want is you. Nobody else. Im always trying hard to forget these, but i just cant help it. In many occasions, i almost called u B. But somthing held mi back. Im still nt used to calling ur name. Its so weird.




PS : SO NEAR YET SO FAR