ok ppl. im finally back blogging. haven been in the mood to update recently. nth much during xmas. and skate camp juz ended. so im up with the piccas now. here we go.

We had video scavenger hunt whr they are to do certain tasks like, "order mc chicken w/o chicken patty." "Propose to a stranger" "ride a kids bike" and mani more.

Aft tht will be the station games. One of them is to take zilian photos. shall post the exotic photos here. ahahas.

yong wei with his super bunny face. saw with the dunno what tiko face. liting with the neoprint machine taking photo face. socks with the idki what to sae face, =) thts my lil girl with the squeezie face. yong wei with his "I WANT MY BANGSSS" and when he cant get his bangs, he trys to bite his wheels. when yw trys to bite his wheels, his gf gets sad. Jasper trying to figure skate. And he did it. he's giving a flying kiss to socks now. hahas now socks is happy =)


i gt like tons of videos in my com for the camp, but i shall juz pick some realli funny ones onli to post. emma proposing to a ang moh, to the anyone whom concern dont get angry. LOLs

ok im lazy to post the other vids cuz it took such a long time. damn. shall update again =)

ok. its been a week, and patrick left for ns one week. Abit not used to it. LOL. mj also funny, sing also funny. soon la, he's coming out. Anw hols are here and im here slacking ard, nua on the bed till 12 plus 1.

Chiong hk drama like nv b4. finished a 30-ep hk drama in like 2 days? hahas mom is goin overseas soon, tgt with my sis. Which means mi and dad were left at hm. T.T i wan cash!Its christmas soon.

Do i really deserve this treatment frm you? Wth did i do? Does everything i do have to come with a motive? No. I doubt so. You said u were playful. Fine enough. But have u spare a thought of my feeling? I don think so. try putting urself in my shoes, and see how it feels like. To be played by someone, and it actualli hurts so much it feels as tho a knife stabbing into your heart repeatedly.


Yes u cared for mi. I thank you. But if u realli do, would u even sms mi all those stuff u said last night? It was normal for mi to feel like this. If the person were u, i think u would long ago fcuked the person upside down. I apologised. U said it was useless. And what else more can i do? I know its stupid to sae this here. But if i were to sms u again or msn u, u would even feel more pissed.


We don understand each other well. I dont know what u ever wants, neither do u. I tried changing. to all those stuff that blend into urs. I realli tried. just that u cant see the surface. If skating wasted alot of the times we supposed to have, i skated less. Like once in a mth? or twice? Only my CCA on thurs den i went down. You want a guy who saves for the future, rather than spending all on you. Well i did it. i have saving per week, and i spend wisely.


Its useless saying all these. I just feel like ranting whats on my heart all these while. Neither am i trying to prove anything to you, and i dun have a motive at all.

I seriously felt the pain tht stab tru my heart now.

pls fucking tell mi this is a prank. sometimes i realli dowan to hear the truth. But i still noe whats goin on. WHY? WHY? Why am i getting such treatment frm u?

Why is this FUCKING WORLD FULL OF LIES? Do u realli have to do tht? Or u did it on purpose? Im so disappointed.

ya and i think its time. to realli get the fuck off ur life.

Ok. em3a suck! tho i did revise for the paper, with peeps and myself at hm, doing 5 papers, i still have queries. paper was hard enough tho i noe how to do the 1st 3 qns.

Feeling abit down due to some stuff. And im starting to hate goin hm for dunno what fucking reason. Everyday i go hm its nag and nag and nag, even tho its small matters, still nag! Im so sick of it. Gonna mug for D.E.C paper ltr and tml. Pray hard i can do 80% of the paper on thurs.

You still stand a huge space in my heart =/

alrights ppl! this shall be a veri long post with mani mani pics, so enjoy.

Shall start on my bdae, Aftn went over to pizzahut to have lunch with some of my classmates, so they actualli treat mi the food =.= which i insist on paying and they juz wouldnt let mi pay =/

Thx for the food ppl, and the cake, which was such a surprise tht i didnt expect. well, let the piccas do the talking
=D aico wanted to take pic of zhi and zhi was ps, aft 5 sec he went faster, this post is most handsome liao, faster take =.= clem and nan. nan with the serviette and he went, wo shi xiao niang re =.= Take 1 with the guys. And there is always a take 2 =/ mi and the girls, and note the old lady behind the pic, SCARY. the surprise "brownie" which is actualli a small cake for mi =D Aft the candle was blown and i happily feed all of them with the brownie, cuz i was too full =/ Next stop was my bbq which went on smoothly? i guess? =/ pat went running behind mi and suddenly PIAK, i tot it was some shower foam at first and they go, ewwww thts moouse =.- thx pat =/ and the nice cake bought by my real blood sis =) thx singing the bdae song the ang family =) sista and her handsome bf =D and what kexin called, the lighter bros =.= thx pat for the face the bros with wind in it and this is what happen when they gt sick of their gfs and come hugging mi =/ oopppppssss and the ladies. emma like a tall onli o.0 the bdae card frm the peeps. and i haven took pic of the presents i received, tho its nt much but im still glad i received those =) And juz smth tht's been on my mind all these while,

i know ive been a nuisance, maybe keep "fan" u all these while, and this shouldnt be happening at this point of time. Its just untimely. I have exactly no idea why the sudden rush of feelings for u. Up till now, i still don deserve another chance frm u, till i change, change for the better, change to suit ur life.

I know this is absoutely redundant. But its juz something tht hit my head so much telling mi to be with u.Im so sorry and i wun be bothering u for a moment, till everything died down, its been hard on you. To have take all these burden down on ur own, carrying the blame and shits like tht one you.

Right here, i juz wan to tell u tht no matter i liked u or not, i will still be by ur side and stand by u, listening to all ur rants, (is possible) lend u a shoulder to cry on, or even be ur punching bag. Nt everyone is strong. whoever u have lost, im still here standing for u, be it thr is a motive or whatever. I DON GIVE A SINGLE SHIT.

alrights, some of the piccas up, frm may's hp. here we go And i was sick todae, skate was cancelled due to bad weather, nevertheless, went to kexin hse to ATTEMPT to study =.= was too tired so bored till she decided to take pics of my Headporter baggie,


nid a good rest tonight =(

im feeling the shagness. nights ppl

can anyone believe this is my handwriting? lols. believe it or not















hahas. gu niang rights. studying at kexin hse now. all the best to mi =) shall post up the pics frm yst soon.

thankz to those who came. im realli happy. glad it went smoothly. tho smth went wrong at the last time. And thank u, ti kong, dua peh kong, de zhu gong for letting it nt rain =D shall post the pics when i gt it.

How i wish tht 10 mins was 24 hrs, and how i wish time would turn back, and stop thr. Im missing u alr =(

why do i still feel sad even though its my bdae? thx to those peeps who text mi and wished mi.Abit dissapointed in u =(

happy birthdae to mi =D. ti kong bo bi. Todae don rain. pls pls. hahas. and i gt myself a b'dae present.




























HP shoulder bag is new love nw =D long dae tml. nights peeps =)